piiig [18 Jul 2009|11:55am] ubermagen I was pancake pig today at work :) I have an ew respect for anyone in a full on suit, it was an inferno in there, and I was in the thing less than 20 mins I believe. Whew. I had to get part way out of it after meeting kids to get to my phone to have em take pictures haha. I also had a giant plush syrup thing..but I forgot to hold it in the pic. 1 pedophile | cast an innocent glance

ahaaa [18 Jul 2009|06:39am] ubermagen I've managed to get a legendary egg almost every event :O!! I have an articuno and mewtwo egg sitting right next to eachother, hahaha! Makes me happy cuz they're original pokemons <3 cast an innocent glance

SLEEP DEP DEATH DRIVE [17 Jul 2009|11:31pm] zigg_crow [ mood | IN-FUCKING-FIZZY-SANE ] [ music | Lifting the Veil -HETEROCERA ] I enjoyed part of last night. My brother (NIV)'s GFs mom gave us some military milk ( i hate milk but it's good to cook with), ramen, potato flakes (like 6 frikkin bags), and some other stuff. So Niv, His girl Becca, and I all scrapped up change around the house and bought booze. not much. a 40 ea. for them, and a half pint for me. Then we all cooked dinner. I fileted the chicken and cut it into strips, Kevin's back was killing him so he provided conversation, and becca cut up potatoes and made alfredo. I made onion rings like i used to in 305 but forgot the salt so they were bland. It was nice just all talking, making dinner. After eating it we ran to a party but, the people there were boring as motherfuck. I came home. I searched some more industrial-EBM projekts. Blasted the music and practiced screaming. I drank the half pint and smoked a cigarette. What was once morning routine is now a luxury. Only the cigarette burnt too fast, leaving a nasty smoke. And the half pint just made me feel really depressed. I decided to clean my room. AND NOT JUST CLEAN IT but Throw most everything AWAY. Fuck consignment or thrift. I got everything I own form dumpsters, thrift,consignment, and handouts anyway. Besides I don't have the time. Or so it feels. I just want it all to go away. I want my room bare. RazorJake texted me asking if I was awake at the wretched hour. Of course! besides being a crow, I am also a bat. He said I must be unhuman. Part man, machine, and vodka. HA! We txted back and forth for a while. four mondo garbage bags later, The depression passed. And i was completely sober again. I need escape. Some people don't know how lucky they are to live in places with interesting people, and clubs to go to. The internet kills time but, after all is said and done is essentially boring. I need escape. And I've decided to remain sober. Odd for me.. considering I just went wild at 18 and never stopped consuming. Things are coming back to me.. my thoughts.. my ideas, and questions. Even my sense are coming back. I can hear every note in music. Smell a glass of koolaid from across the room. I went biking and could distinguish each smell in the neighborhoods and streets I went through. I could smell laundry in an apartment complex form a block away. This will surely be a strange new trip for me. Sobriety. 1 pedophile | cast an innocent glance

Belated head woundie pics [17 Jul 2009|11:14pm] zigg_crow 6 stitches. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Gfk_i2JgsE 2 pedophiles | cast an innocent glance

FML [17 Jul 2009|09:28pm] technocandy [ music | Kings Of Leon Vs. Lykke Li - Knocked Up (Rodeo Mash Up) ] This is totally something i would do.... " Today, I awoke to my husband donning a gorilla mask in the middle of the night. My kids have been staying in a tent out back for the past few nights, and have complained of a "monster" scaring them. I told them that it was their imagination. My husband says he gets a kick out of it. FML Hah! Best website EVER ( More under the Cut... ) cast an innocent glance

bored at home [17 Jul 2009|10:57am] suicideboys [omg_wtf_spencer] ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) 4 pedophiles | cast an innocent glance

A chai tea morning.. amidst a mess [16 Jul 2009|10:30am] zigg_crow [ mood | awake ] [ music | Emilie Autumn - Organ Grinder ] Mmm.. Chai tea. I've been getting FUcKING CRAzY on this stuff. :9 The house is messy but, I have time. Ah.. that feels good.. taking my time. Yea, I busted My knee up pretty badly. It looks better than it feels. But it's nothing, really. I'm bruised all over my legs and my chest. I hairline fractured a rib. Luckily I didn't fuck up my face. That's all I really care about. I broke my bike but, it's repairable. The front wheel flew the fuck off XD! I was really drunk, biking from the government mafia. And I hit a curb going really fast. Must have looked HILARIOUS. Being drunk and all it didn't hurt. But the day after was a bitchtit. haha. I am once again sleeples. So I made a new skirt. It only needs one more minor alteration. yay. I've been proud of Myself because I haven't taken one of my painkillers in almost a week. One more day to go, and I'm officially off them. (It takes me a week to overcome the withdrawl symptoms) I was never able to do it before but, I'm sick of relying on them for pain, and motivation. I spent Everyday except yesterday vomitting my brains out, unable to eat, sleep, and suffering nerve re-awakening. Which is like being jolted with electricity- then set on fire with rubbing alcohol. Like I said, I'm quite proud of myself. ^_^ I've never really been addicted to anything before. And it upsets me to think I've been taking these damn pills everyday for roughly 2 years now. Funny if you think that now I'm in more pain than is usual.. and NOW I DECIDE to quit takig the painkillers XD Anyway, I will share more pictures later (probably of random things), as I will be up and running. :] Keep on posting, everyone!! Love, grease, and HIV <3 3 pedophiles | cast an innocent glance

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UPSIDE DOWN CAKE [13 Jul 2009|02:06pm] suicideboys [toxicboydotnet] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Brian Eno "Another Green World" ] ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) 19 pedophiles | cast an innocent glance

Today, I decided [12 Jul 2009|06:11pm] zigg_crow I want to get fucking wasted. The infection is spreading 5 pedophiles | cast an innocent glance

Hmmmmm.... [10 Jul 2009|10:30pm] technocandy [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | The Used - A Box Full of Sharp Objects ] So, i was talking to a guy and he said something that made me feel really good "But you always seemed cool in a different way. I viewed you for having a kind of "fuck you mentality" which i admire and im in the same boat." Thats what i try to pride myself, cuz seriously. most of the time who gives a fuck what people think. At the same time people think just because you have a "fuck you" mentaility you're an agsty person that thinks the world owes them something. And that IS NOT me. Lately i've been looking at it from a different point of view and was thinking on that i should work on it and chage that about myself. Cuz i think thats what people think of me. At the same time, the selesct few, that I get along with, are almost on the same page or love me for being that was and make me feel really good. and those are the people that really know Me. that really understand and get my humor/thinking/sarcasm... ugh. Im Stuck = drunk and stoned cast an innocent glance

ahaa [09 Jul 2009|10:40am] ubermagen I'm dressing up as pancake pig next weekend at work, how awesome is that lol! 1 pedophile | cast an innocent glance

Temporary shelter... [07 Jul 2009|08:23pm] xanda_k If this week doesn't feel as if it's going by any faster as of tomorrow, I'll be quite upset. My conscience is hurting a little. I took out the wrong thing on the wrong person, and now I'm stuck in a place where I'm essentially helpless. Well, helpless in these circumstances. Pretty stable as a whole. I feel like I can sleep it off. I just wish she would reply to my email. It would make me feel so much better. My laptop is in PEI. I just wish I had a CD player that worked. I think it's time for me to rethink where I'm going and what I'm doing. I also just really want a beer and a cigarette. Working two more days. Perhaps some overtime this week... We'll see. Still haven't caught a break re: getting a day off next week. Anyway--I'm kind of poor, so it's probably for the best. cast an innocent glance

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